balance

yes I really worry about my future
I really want to be good
want it so badly
I lost my balance and strive too much for that i guess

my gf got mad of me
coz I didnt call her for the whole day
it happened a few times recently too
well my bad...
I didnt aware time has passed when i work =_+''
when I aware it's dinner time, like 11:30 / 12:00 in sydney...
too late to call
I shouldnt lose my balance

and I met colleagues today
they all said I lost so much weight
like I am got some sort of sickness
coz I dun have food when i concentrate at work sometimes...
I should keep up my balance